marianas Trench song lyrics

 Marianas Trench Song Lyrics

Fix Me-Album

Say Anything

I never took you for a trick but, sometimes I don't know what you want. I can take it if you need to take this out on someone. That little b*** with her head held so high, talking s*** when I cut myself so I could feel something I know is not a lie, that one stings a little. I'm always in the middle, I don't expect but try me. And you will always find me here, this is where I scream from. You can take it all away and I'll miss, there's a little bit of you in all this. And you can you only think you know, yeah. Please there's a better bit of me to see yet, cause you haven't seen any of my best. You know I hate myself without you now, yeah. Hurts the same when nobody knows, guess that's just how it goes. And I, I won't say anything at all. I was talking on a dollar sign, anxious scared of what you need. Everybody wants a piece of you, everyone takes a piece of me. That one stings a little, I'm always in the middle. I don't expect but try me, and you will always find me here. This is where I scream from. You can take it all away, and I'll miss there's a little bit of you in all this. And you can say you only think you know, yeah. Please, there's a better bit of me to see yet, cause I haven't seen any of my best. You know I hate myself without you now, yeah. Hurts the same when nobody knows, guess that's just how it goes. And I won't say anything at all. This is the hook, take it like you took. I'm shaking like I shook before, never ever getting better off. And I can only watch, this is where I stopped before. Not another piece of me, I always slip away from. I always slip away from, I won't say anything but. Yeah, you can take it all away, and I'll miss. There's a little bit of you in all this, and you can say you only think you know. Yeah. Please, there's a better bit of me to see yet. Cause you haven't seen any of my best, you know I hate myself. Hurts the same when nobody knows, guess that's just how it goes. And I won't say anything at all, I won't say anything at all, I won't say anything at all. 

Decided To Break It

All the concrete words around here, I'm the bad seed I think I swallowed it whole. You're the compromise, that never falls through. Never left behind on the break down, a thousand promises that never seemed to help me before. A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door, with nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore. The apathy that always leads me, all the broken hearts that hang around here. All the sick things that make you pull out your hair, all the bad dreams, all the nightmares. All the avarice that's always sticking it in. A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before, a hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door. With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore, the apathy that always leads me. And always finds a way to break me down. Down, down, down, down. A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before, a hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door. With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore, a hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door. A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before, a hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door. With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore. The apathy it always leads me, and always finds a way to break me down. And that's when I decided to break it. 

September

Stop dragging around, I think that somebody knows. (turn it up, turn it up) I think that somebody knows. (turn it up, turn it up) So they can watch me explode, another piece of me is gone again. I don't want you to go, but I already know. (turn it up, turn it up) Yeah, I already know. (turn it up, turn it up) It's probably better to go. And you can leave if it's easier, lost and useless. No more bruises, I'll burn this place down. Don't make no sound. September, won't you bring me some rain again. This sun is melting my skin, and I would give you anything, to feel something else. September falls away, till I'm broken. I just hate the sound, and I can feel the water changing me. It's changing me for good. I won't see you awhile, but I guess it depends. (turn it up, turn it up) Yeah, I guess it depends. (turn it up, turn it up) And maybe if I pretend that if it's out of sight, it's out of mind. And nobody is wrong, and nobody is right. (turn it up, turn it up) Nobody is right. (turn it up, turn it up) Then how come tonight, another piece of me is gone again? Lost and useless, no more bruises. I'll burn this place down, don't make no sound. September won't you bring me some rain again, this sun is melting my skin. And I would give you anything to feel something else. September fall away till I'm broken, I just hate the sound. And I can feel the water changing me, it's changing me for good. Bite down hard, bite down. September won't you bring me some rain again? This sun is melting my skin, and I would give you anything. To feel something else. September falls away till I'm broken, I just hate the sound. And I can feel the water changing me, it's changing me for good. September won't you bring me some rain again, I'm melting here alive. Cause I can feel the water changing me, it's changing me for good. Bite down hard, bite down. 

Alibis

From the scrapes and bruises, to the familiar abuses. I'll kick and scream but it never changes anything. I could spill my guts out, wearing my best little girl pout. And I almost missed it, but nobody said that this was gonna be easy. This is not the man I hoped to be, and I'm just trying to stop the bleeding. I don't know how to word it, I just started to deserve it. And all my, all my faces are alibis. And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be. Most times it all comes out wrong, I don't know the words but I'll hum along. There's nothing familiar here anymore, to anyone or everything. Left to feel alive. And I still taste that sickness, and it makes me crazy without it at best. But I'm in the same place I used to be, but I'm trying harder not to be. This is not the man I hoped to be and I'm just trying to stop the bleeding, I don't know how to word it. I just started to deserve it, and all my, all my faces are alibis. And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be. So what am I, what a I, so what am I? This is not the man I hoped to be, and I'm just trying to stop the bleeding. I don't know how the words go, I just started not to say no. Don't want it, don't get it, I know you won't regret it. Don't surface, don't surface. And I feel so damn worthless. Another day is gone, and all my faces are alibis. And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be. 

Shake Tramp

Did I let you down, to get that sound. And break my knees to get release, and you needed some just to take you from. And I hit you more, is your face still sore? Sorry, but I tried. It was never mine, and I can still pretend. I guess it all depends, I'm still a little crazy all the time. But I can try to hide it, that's still mine. Try a little more, a little more, a little more. They slap you like a b*** and you take it like a w**** What a cheap perfume, I hate this room. So testify, but I still tried. And you need that stamp, little hand shake tramp. And you hit me more, and my face's still sore. Sorry but I tried, it was never mine. And I can still pretend, I guess it all depends. I'm still a little crazy all the time, but I still try to hide it. That's still mine. Try a little more, a little more, a little  more. They slap you like a b*** and you take it like a w**** upside down and around and around, just another piece till you need another sound. Faze them out, I know what you scream about. Don't let me down, and the guilt in me is the hurt in you. And the hurt in you, is the lost in me. And the lost in me is the need in you, and the need in you is the guilt in me. Try a little more, a little more, a little more. They slap you like a b*** and you take it like a w**** upside down and around and around. Just another piece till you need another sound. 

Low

Tear those pictures off the wall, I don't think I will need them all again. I think the problem here is there's nothing wrong, I guess that I can coast along for now. Bit more, there's something missing I'm missing the pint I did before. I'm sorry, that I'm always the one to let you down again. And I feel so ashamed, I wish this was easy. I feel so low. And I want you to know, that I won't let go again. I feel so low. You were first to knock me down, in a way I guess we're even now. And I, I know I only used that first to justify. But maybe that's not just a lie, who knows. Bit more, there's something missing, I'm missing the point I did before. I'm sorry that I'm always the one to make you feel that burn. And I feel so ashamed, I wish this was easy. I feel so low. But I want you to know, that I won't let go again. I feel so low. I feel so tired, tired. You get so tired, tired. You get so tired, tired. You get so tired, tired. You get so tired, tired. Tired, tired. And I feel so ashamed, it should have been easy. I feel so low. And I want you to know, that I won't let go again. I feel so low. And I feel so ashamed, I wish this was easy. I feel so low. And I want you to know, that I won't let go again. I feel so low. 

Push

You never really wanted it, you'll settle for a bit of it. We started with a big bang, count a number everyday. And now it's coming back again. Hey, don't you feel it now? On my shiny side down, hey burning brighter still. And you're brighter still, and you're getting sick. And you're feeling it, it'll wear you down, and wear you down. You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out. They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall. You didn't think you'd feel it all, but you were wrong about it. Push. It started with a hand gun, loaded with excuses. I started faking it, and then we started breaking it. All the pieces used to fit, using like it's going out of style, maybe just a little while. And this will be the last time, every time's the last time. Hey, don't you feel it now? On my shiny side down, hey burning brighter still. And you're getting stuck, and you messed it up. It'll wear you down, and wear you down. You chase it breathing in and out and in and out. They'll push you up against wall, against the wall. You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong about it. Push. I regretted it, I regret a lot of things. I regretted it, I regret a lot of things. It'll wear you down, and wear you down. I regretted it. You chase it breathing in and out, I regret a lot of things. They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall. I regretted it, you didn't think you'd feel it all. But you were wrong about it. They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall. You didn't think you'd feel it all, but you were wrong. And you're feeling it, it'll wear you down, and wear you down. You chase it breathing in and out, and in and out. They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall. You didn't think you'd feel it all, but you were wrong abut it. 

Far From Here

And I wondered why you came for all this, after so long. When it ripped into you like the song you never were, and I don't think this is what you wanted now. It feels alright but that's a lie, that's always near. Sit around and blame the one that put you here, and I laughed aloud to drown it out. So I could breathe and feel the space around me, I'm not kidding anymore. And I wondered why you never doubted getting there, so far from here. When it pulls you down and throws you over, waiting there. Why do you always end up right back here? It feels alright but that's a lie, that's always near. Sit around and blame the one that put you here, and I laughed aloud to drown it out, so I could breathe and feel the space around me. I'm not kidding anymore. You always end up here, you always end up here. You always end up! It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near, sit around and blame the one that put you here. And I laughed aloud to drown it out, so I could breathe and feel the space around me. I'm not kidding anymore. I laughed aloud to drown it out, so I could breathe and feel the space around me.

Vertigo

This might sting a bit, you got here just in time to see everything fall apart. I'm not upset at all, but it's sad to see that everybody knows. That I've been down and here before, and maybe I could want it more. I know I never tried to stop, I never try. Shut your mouth and hey, so what's one more excuse. Guess I just like the abuse, dizzied up in my never try. Vertigo. They're calling out for blood, guess it's just understood. Said we'd always try, as long as I, I just don't do. Disappointed oh, oh, oh whoa. And no one thought that this would be me and my everything. Is this pound of flesh enough, and I'll cut away until you say enough. I've been down and here before, and maybe I could hit some more. I know I never tried to stop I never try. Shut your mouth and hey, so what's one more excuse. Guess I just like the abuse. Dizzied up in my never try, vertigo. They're calling out for blood, guess it's just understood. Said we'd always try, as long as I, I just don't do. Heartbeat, heartbeat. Hey, so what's one more excuse, guess I just like the abuse. Dizzied up in my never try vertigo. They're calling out for blood, guess it's just understood. Said we'd always try, as long as I. So what's a little vertigo? Tell me what you wanna know. So what's a little vertigo, tell me what you wanna know. So what's a little vertigo, tell me what you wanna know. So what's a little vertigo?

Alive Again

I felt it turn to come and go, don't worry no one ever knows. I don't know why it just won't die, it breaks me in to stay alive. I know it hurt a lot like you, come on I know that you felt it too. It hurts the same and that's ok, I never liked him anyway. I know, I know. I know, I. It seems so long since I've been gone, I got so used to just hanging on. I feel so wrong, I don't belong. I got so used to just hanging on. I'm used to starving out instead, it's easier than faking it. Sometimes it hurts, but that's no worse. Than all those times, I guess it works. I know they walked away with a piece of me. The more I know that I won't go, the more I bruise from laying low. I know, I know. I know, I. It seems so long since I've been gone, I got so uses to just hanging on. I feel so wrong, I don't belong. And I know, and I know. And I know, I. I walk around like I'm alive again, but I know it's just not the same. And I walk around like I'm alive again, shut up. Shut up, shut up. And I walk around like I'm alive again, but I know it's just not the same. And I walk around like I'm alive again, I know it's not the same. I broke it all, I'm sorry I broke it. I broke it all. I'm sorry, I broke it all. I'm sorry, I broke it all. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I broke it all. I'm sorry, I broke it all. I'm sorry, I broke it, I broke it all. I'm sorry, I broke it, I broke it all. And I'm fading. 

Skin and Bones

I lock the door, turn all the water on. And bury that sound, so one hears anything anymore. Mirror lie to me, tell me you can see. Maybe you won't be able to recognize me now, I know you can feel all the things you steal. And you're taking it, and you're taking it. Feeling so easy, make me skin and bones. I'm always on my knees for you, break like it's even. When you're leaving and thin, where the hell have you been? Well, sometimes it burns. Maybe I'll wash it out, it all looks so big. Never mind, I don't feel anything. It only hurt a bit, and I still feel like s***And I think you won't be able to recognize me now. It's easier to quit, it's harder to admit. And you're pushing me, you're freaking pushing me. Feeling so easy, make me skin and bones. I'm always on my knees for you, break like it's even . When you leaving and thin, where the hell have you been? Cause you always win, and you always win. Yeah. Laughing like it works, bleeding like it don't hurt. Knock you off your feet, even if you need me. Tear you apart, and I hate how I need you. Oh, oh, oh, oh. Feeling so easy, make me skin and bones. I'm always on my knees for you, break like it's even. When you're leaving, it's too freaking easy. Make me skin and bones, I'm always on my knees for you. Break me like it's even, when you're leaving and thin, where the hell have you been? You always win, and you always win, you always win. I will burn all this, I will burn all this, I will burn all this. I will burn all this, I will burn all this I will burn all this. I will burn all this, I will burn all this.

Masterpiece Theatre-Album

Masterpiece Theatre Pt.1

First it comes on quiet, creeping slow. Clever words and phrases only stain, I remain so lost and buried under everything that I need. When all I want is you. I've been here so very long, and every word is calculated. Never questioned or debated, all these practiced poses. I could wreck it if I had to, but I'm the wreck so what would that do? My masterpiece will fall apart, it was over before the start. If I burn out, and slip away. But this is just a part I portray, and this is just a part I portray. You're beautiful, can I hide in you awhile? But this is just a part I portray, and this is just a part I portray. They keep mostly to themselves, don't make a sound in case they hear you. It only hurts me to be near you, keep those tired eyes closed. Careful follow my instruction, and I will show you self-destruction. This masterpiece is only mine, entirely guilty by design. If I burn out and slip away, but this is just a part I portray. And this is just a part I portray. You're beautiful, can I hide in yo awhile? But this is just a part I portray, can i hide in you awhile? I just can't let it, let it out. Oh, I just can't let it out. I just can't let it, let it out, oh I juts can't let it out. And this is just a part I portray. You're beautiful, can I hide in you awhile? You're beautiful. If this is just a part I portray, if this is just a part I portray. I don't know how it got this way.

All To Myself

I don't patronize, I realize. I'm losing and this is my real life. I'm half asleep, and I'm wide awake. This habit is always so hard to break, I don't want to be the bad guy. I've been blaming myself and I think you know why. I'm killing time, and time's killing you. Every way that I do. Did you say, please just follow me? I thought you wanted me, cause I want you all to myself. I try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up. Make me feel like some one else, please just follow me. I thought you wanted me. Cause I want you all to myself, I can try to suck it up. I just can't suck it up, make me feel like someone else. I'm under the gun, you're like the only one. I just can't decide what I'm running from, this isn't what I wanted, but. I can't keep my filthy freaking mouth shut. It's not enough, it's never enough, I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck. Can't focus it, but I try it. Over and over again. Did you say please just follow me, I thought you wanted me. Cause I want you all to myself. I can try to suck it up, I just can't suck it up. Make me feel like someone else, please just follow me? I thought you wanted me, cause I want you all to myself. I can try to suck it up, I just can't suck it up. Make me feel like someone else. Please just follow me, I thought you wanted me. Cause I want you all to myself, I can try to suck it up. I just can't suck it up, make me feel like. Did you day, please just follow me? I thought you wanted me, cause I can't stay with someone else. I'm trying to suck it up, I just keep messing up. I want you all to myself. Did you say, please just follow me. I thought you wanted, cause I want you all to myself. I can try to suck it up, I just can't suck it up. Make me feel like someone else. 

Cross My Heart

So here's another day, I'll spend away from you. Another night, I'm on another broken avenue. My bag is ripped and worn, then again so am I. Take what you wanna take, what you wanna take, what you. I miss the stupid things, we'd go to sleep and then. You'd wake me up and kick me out of bed at 3 am. Pick up the phone and hear you saying dirty things to me, do what you wanna do, what you wanna do, what you. Take me with you I start to miss you, take me home I don't wanna be alone tonight. And I do want to show you I, will run to you, to you till I. Can't stand on my own anymore I, cross my heart and hope to die. Cross my heart and hope to die, cross my heart and hope to. Hotels are all the same, you're still away from me. Another day, another dollar that I'll never see. Gonna get the pieces, the pieces, the pieces of something good. Lie just a little lie, just a little lie, just a. I wonder what your doing, I wonder if you doubt it. I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it, I don't know where to go. I'm coming back to you, be where I ought to be, where I ought to be, where I. Take me with you I start to miss you, take me home I don't wanna be alone tonight. And I do want to show you, I will run to you, to you, till I. Can't stand on my own anymore I, cross my heart and hope to die. Take me with you, I start to miss you. Take me with you, I start to miss you. Take me with you, I start to miss you. Take me home I don't wanna be alone tonight, and I do want to show you, I will run to you, to you till I. Can't stand on my own anymore I cross my heart and hope to die. And I do want to show you I, will run to you, to you till I. Can't stand on my own anymore, I cross my heart and hope to die. 

Beside You

When your tears are spent, on your last pretense. And your tired eyes refuse to close, and sleep in your defense. When it's in your spine, like you've walked for miles. And the only thing you want is just to be still for awhile. If your heart wears thin, I will hold you up. And I will hide you, when it gets too much. I'll be right beside you, I'll be right beside you. When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath, when the space between the things you know is blurry none the less. When you try to speak, but you make no sound. And the words you want are out of reach, but they've never been so loud. If your heart wears thin, I will hold you up. And I will hide you, when it gets too much. I'll be right, beside you. I'll be right, beside you. I will stay, nobody will break you. Yeah. Trust in me, trust me don't pull away. Trust in me, trust me. Cause I'm just trying to keep this together, cause I do worse and you could better. Tears are spent on your last pretense, and your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense. If your heart wears thin, I will hold you up. And I will hide you, when it gets too much. I'll be right beside you, nobody will break you. If your heart wears thin, I will hold you up. And I will hide you, when it gets too much. I'll be right, beside you. Nobody will break you.

Acadia

In the house I grew up in, my room in the basement. The hours turning, to years we spent. Remember Chris in the backyard, laughing so damn hard. And no one knew why, but the rest is forgotten behind me. Sometimes it reminds me, of when we, we used to belong here. Every memory comes on, when I hear that old song. That we used to sing, with the words all wrong. I remember the faces, and familiar places. And I sing along, but Acadia is gone. Ran out of gas on the high way, we walked there and I gave. Drunken speeches on sobriety, now we've all moved away and somehow became men. But I remember where it began. That's behind me, sometimes it reminds me, of when we, we used to belong here. Every memory comes on, when I hear that old song that we used to sing, with the words all wrong. I remember the faces, and familiar places. And I sing along, but Acadia is gone. Remember when 1712 Acadia road fell, they tore the house down. Every memory comes on, when I hear that old song. That we used to sing, with the words all wrong. I remember the faces, and familiar places. And I sing along, but Acadia is gone. Remember behind me, sometimes it reminds me. Acadia is gone. Remember behind me, sometimes it reminds me. In the house I grew up in, remember the faces. When Andrew and I wrecked each other's cars and, Acadia is, Acadia is gone.

Masterpiece Theatre Pt. 2

I will softly pull away, in this broken beautiful mess I've made. And in the dead and quiet, I will slowly fade. In this masterpiece I made, I'll burn out and slip away. And this is just a part I portray, you're beautiful, can I hide in you and stay here? Making mostly to themselves, hush now, they'll hurt you till your heart melts. They know you're lonely, and they will only break your heart. And this masterpiece will tear you apart, I'll burn out and slip away. And this is just a part I portray, you're beautiful. Can I hide in you and stay here? First it comes alive, creeping quiet. And this is just a part I portray, you're beautiful can I hide in you and stay here, all night? Well oh, will I pull away, I portray.

Sing Sing

Can I have your attention? I just open my mouth, is it clear, is it loud for you? You just need me to be stable, but I won't be able. To keep it together again, now don't pretty please me. You're not making it easy, to slow me down. It's no wonder I'm not eating, I'm not sleeping. You say, sing, sing to me. Sing me something I need. Sing new, sing good. God I wish that I could. Are you hearing me now? Hear the sad little sounds, as they fall from my mouth. You just need me to be stable, but I won't be able to keep it together again. Now don't pretty please me, you're not making it easy. To slow me down. No wonder I'm not eating, I'm not sleeping. You say, sing, sing, to me. Sing me something I need. Sing new, sing good. God I wish that I could. All my indecision, all of my excess. Don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best, I just need a minute I just need a breath. You're very hard to drink to my continued success, do I have your attention? You just need me to be stable, but I won't be able. To keep it together again, now don't pretty please me. You're not making it easy, to slow me down. It's no wonder, I'm not eating. I'm not sleeping, you say sing sing to me. Sing me something I need, sing new sing good. God, I wish that I could, all my indecision. All of my excess, don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best. All my indecision, all of my excess, don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best. Sing sing to me, God I wish that I could. Yeah.

Good To You

Everyone's around, so words are coming now. Can't find my breath, can we just say the rest. With no sound. I know this isn't enough, I still don't measure up. And I'm not prepared, sorry is never there. When you need it. And I do, want you to know. I hold you up above everyone, and I do want you to know. I think you'd be good to me, and I'd be so good to you. I would. Thought I saw a sign, somewhere between the lines. And maybe it's me, maybe I only see what I want. But I still have your letter, just got caught between someone I just invented who I really am, and who I've become. And I do, want you to know I hold you up above everyone. And I do want you to know, I think you'd be good to me. And I'd be so good to you. Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh. Yeah, I would. I do want you to know, I hold you up above everyone. And I do want you to know, I think you'd be good to me, and I'd be so good to you. I'd be good to you, I'd be good to you. I'd be good to you. I'd be so good to you. I'd be good to you, I'd be good to you. I'd be good to you, I'd be so good to you.

Celebrity Status

I look around, round, round. Look around and look it over, I take it up, up take it out and take you nowhere. Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin, I like to push it and push it until my luck is over. It never stops, stops. Never stops well you better, I think it over prima donna you don't wanna sever. All the work to impress charming girls out of their dresses, and smiling pretty, well pretty will shallow you forever. Step one, step two, step three repeat. I pray at the church of assess in the seats, and I disappear behind the beat. When the mirrors and the lights and the smoke clears. I'd never guess how we ever could have got here, you can say what you say when the lights go down. So shake, shake, shake and shut, shut your mouth. I wonder why, why, I wonder why, why I oughta. Let you wreck, resurrect whatever you wanna. I can't depend in the end you know I thought you were my friend, just stop, just stop, just stop, stop I think I got it. Sorry you, sorry me, sorry every in between. Sorry everybody here will never be somebody clean. There's a piece of me, they're throwing back at us. And they buy you and sell you for celebrity status. Step on, step two, step three repeat. I pray at the church, of asses in the seats. And I disappear behind the beat. When the mirrors and the lights and smoke clear, I never guessed that we ever could have got here. You can say what you say when the lights go down. So shake, shake, shake, shut, shut your mouth. When the mirrors and the lights and the smoke clear. I'd never guess that we ever could have got here. You can say what you say when the lights go down, so shake shake, shake shut, shut your mouth. Look around, round, round. Look around, round, round, look around. I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying. I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying. I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying. When the mirrors and the lights and the smoke clear, I'd never guess how we ever could have got here. You can say what you say when the lights go down. So shake, shake, shut, shut your mouth. I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying.

Perfect

Please sing to me, I can see you open up to breathe. Fast words make it easier on me, make a point to never disappoint you. Somebody's got to tell me what to do. Just wish you would've seen me, when it used to come so easy. I like to say that it's easy to stay, but it's not for me. Cause I'm barely here at all. Slow down now, the secret's out. And I swear now, everything is perfect. What you want, what you need. Has been killing me, trying to be everything that you want me to be. I say yes, I'll undress, I'll do more for less. Now I'll change everything, until it's perfect again. Coming down, coming around, giving a frown to the sound when I hit ground. I hate the way that I say I should stay, when I know that I don't give a f*** about it anyway. Shake hands, and shoot smiles all around. As I sell my body by the pound, sign my name on the dotted line. It would be fate, don not resuscitate. Slow down now, the secret's out. And I swear now, I'll still make this perfect. What you want, what you need, has been killing me. Trying to be everything that you want me to be, I say yes I'll undress, I'll do more for less. Now I'll change everything till it's perfect again. I think it's better this way, this is good in a bad way. It's better this way, I'll make this perfect again. I'll make this perfect again. What you want, what you need, has been killing me. And I will change everything that you want me to be. I say yes, I'll undress, I'll do more for less. Now I'll change everything whoah yeah. What you want, what you need, has been killing me. Trying to be everything that you want me to be, I say yes I'll undress I'll do more for less. Now I'll change everything, I'll make this perfect again.

Lover Dearest

This place is a hole, but I don't wanna go. I wish we could stay here forever alone. This time that we waste, but I still love your taste. Don't let him take my place, don't just sit there. Sometimes I wish you would leave me, whoa I'm not sick of you yet. Is that as good as it gets? I'll try to hide it. Or I could slip into you, it's so easy to come back into you. I stayed for awhile, and waited for words. Seen but not heard, and struggled to try. My tongue's turning black, but I'll take you back. You're still the best more or less, I guess. I guess. Don't you leave me, whoa I'm not sick of you yet. Is that as good as it gets. I'll try to hide it, or I could slip into you. It's so easy to come back into you. And it hurts me to say, that it hurts me to stay. And it might be alright if you go, it hurts me to say that it hurts me to stay. But it might be alright if you go, so leave me. Whoa I'm not sick of you yet, is that as good as it gets. I'll try to hide it, or I could slip into you. It's so easy to come, back into you. Sometimes I think that the bitter in you, and the quitter in me. Is the bitter in you and the quitter in me, the bitter in you and the quitter in me. Is the bitter in you and the quitter in me. The bitter in you and the quitter in me, is bigger than the both of us. 

Masterpiece Theatre Pt. 3

I got a new disease in me, I got a friend that's losing sleep. I take it hard, it's hard to take. I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake. One more confession, discretion's not what I need to sell. I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself. And now that's just how I tell, I'm wide awake. I'll wreck this if I have to, tell me what good would that do. I'll wreck this if I have to. I'd be so good to you, I'd be so good to you. You get separated, somebody's gone. And I don't know how this is wrong, and I'm so frustrated, falling behind you were a friend of mine. Be so good to you, cause they don't know like I do. They don't know you, like I do. They don't know you like I do, they don't know you like I do. There's a difference from me to them, and the road home is paved in star freakers requiem. I can never go, go back home again. Acadia is gone, Acadia is gone. All my indecision, all of my excess. Don't you ever tell me, I'm not loving you best. And I just need a minute, I just need a breath. It's very hard to drink to my continued success. And I, slow down. Slow. It's better in the worst way, it's getting better in the worst way. Look around, round, round. So here's another day, I'll spend away from you, another night I'm on another broken avenue. Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin, I like to push it and push it until my luck is over. I wonder what you're doing, I wonder if you doubt it. I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it, all the work to impress charming girls out of their dresses. Smiling pretty, and gritty. I am right beside you, right I am right beside you. And I'll make this perfect again. If I burn out and slip away, you're beautiful you are. I've been here so very long. (I could slip into you, it's so easy to come back into you) I'll hide in, can I hide in you awhile? (I'm not sick of you yet, is that as good as it gets?) (And this is just the part I portray) I never took you for a trick but. (And this is just a part I portray) Sometimes I don't know what you want. I can take it if you need to, take this out on someone. (And this is just a part I portray) (And this is just a part I portray) I don't know how it got this way.

Primetime-Single

This is the dying, you are the disease. And I smile like ritalin, the razor and me. This is the falling, you are the underground. This is the deep end, you are the drowning. One more hit and you'll get better, tin foil cigarettes, you'll be okay. This is not an after school special. This is primetime, reload, and heroine. This is the final, you are the failing. This is the retro, you are the out of style. This is the grinding, you are the decay. This is the funeral, you are the casket. One more hit and you'll get better, tin foil cigarettes, you'll be okay. This is not an after school special, this is primetime. Reload, and heroin. Then heroin. This is the once was, you are the has been. You keep saying I'm in over my head, I'm in over my head, I'm in over. One more hit and you'll get better, tin foil cigarettes, but it's not okay. This is not an after school special, this is primetime, reload, and heroin. And heroin.

Sicker Things-Single

Backwards leaving, game we're beating. Stupid reasons, useless feelings. I wasn't that surprised, it's always part of my. Awkward attempts to stay gone, I remain unknown. I'm bleeding where I bled, I'm hiding where I hid. I'm entertained in sicker things, and everybody said. I'm burning out instead. The softer side of unbearable, feel castrated, complicated. Feelings fleeted, mind mistreated. I wasn't that prepared, I wasn't that aware. Just wanted to disappear, I remain unknown. I'm bleeding where I bled, I'm hiding where I hid. I'm entertained in sicker things, and everybody said. I'm burning out instead. The softer side of unbearable, coming around coming down. Giving a frown to the sound, when I hit ground. I hate the way that I stay when I know that I don't give a f*** about it anyway. Stay awake, feeling cold and tired. Resignation, life's frustrations. I should have thought ahead, and I remain unknown. I'm bleeding where I bled, I'm hiding where I hid. I'm entertained in sicker things, and everybody said. I'm burning out instead, the softer side of unbearable. I'm sicker than I thought, I fighting what I fought. I'm right back where I started from. Backwards leaving, game we're beating.

Ever After-Album

Ever After

Once upon a time, I used to romanticize. Used to be somebody, never mind. Don't miss it that much now, I think it's sinking in. The days that I winder where I've been, in picture perfect porcelain. But I won't lose a pound, you say I would make a better liar. I never face the music when it's dire, and I breathe disaster. Ever after, don't pull away from me now. Don't you move, can't you stay where you are just for now. I could be your perfect disaster, you could be my ever after. You could be my ever after, after all. I could be your perfect disaster, you could be my ever after. Apologies, I'm not myself but I can guarantee. That when I get back you won't believe, that you knew me well. Don't wanna think about it, I'm freaking tired of getting sick about it. Now stand back up and be a man about it, and fight for something. Fight for something, fight for something. Oh, oh, I would make a better liar. I never face the music when it's dire, and I breathe disaster, ever after. Don't pull away from me now, don't you move. Can't you say where you are, just for now. I could be your perfect disaster, you could be my ever after. Now you could, be my ever after, after all. I could be your perfect disaster, you could be my ever after. Nobody told ya, this is gonna fold ya. We go marching in like toy soldiers, to have and hold ya over sold ya. They're marching in like toy soldiers. Somehow don't you dare fail, fail me now, ever after. Somehow don't, you dare fail. Fail me now, ever after somehow. Face the music when it's dire, face the music when it's dire. Somehow don't, you dare fail. Fail me now, ever after somehow. Once upon a time, this place was beautiful and mine. But now it's just a bottom line, barely comes to mind. But ever after was mine. Ever after. I'll be your disaster, ever after. So fire away, goodbye.

Haven't Had Enough

Testing, testing, I'm just suggesting. You and I might not be the best thing. Exit, exit, somehow I guessed it right, right. But I still want ya, want ya, don't mean to taunt ya. If you leave now, I'll come back and haunt ya. You'll remember, return to sender now, now. Well, I just wish we could go back one more time and begin it, back before I lost myself somewhere, somewhere in it. I've been stuck now so long, we just got the start wrong. One more last try, I'ma get the ending right. You can't stop this, and I must insist that you haven't had enough. You haven't had enough. Stuck now so long, we just got the start wrong. No more last place, you better get your story straight. You can't stop this, and I must insist. That you haven't had enough, you haven't had enough. I still need ya, need ya, don't mean to tease ya. If you want me, I'll come back and meet ya. Whisper, whisper. You must admit, you want it. Yeah you want it. Well I just wish we could go back, one more time and begin it. Back before I lost myself, somewhere, somewhere in it. We've been stuck now, so long. We just got the start wrong, one more last try. I'ma get the ending right, you can't stop this. And I must insist that you haven't had enough, you haven't had enough. Stuck now so long, we just got the start wrong. No more last place, you better get your story straight. You can't stop this, and I must insist that you haven't had enough, yo haven't has enough. Don't you need it? don't you want this at all? Testing, testing, I'm just suggesting. Don't you need it, don't you want this at all? Testing, testing, I'm just suggesting. Stuck now, so long. We just got the start wrong, one more last try. I'm a get the ending, you can't stop this. And I must insist, testing testing, you haven't had enough. You haven't had enough. Stuck now so long, we just got the start wrong. No more last place, you better get your story straight. You can't stop this, don't you need it, don't you want this at all? And I must insist that you haven't had enough, you haven't had enough. Testing, testing, I'm just suggesting. You and I, might just be the best thing. 

By Now

How've you been, can I come in? Just came to get my things and then I guess I'm leaving. If I could say, what you'd like to hear. I'd whisper in your ear it's only temporary, but I've been taking you for granted. And I thought you'd feel the same as me, it's time that I come clean. But, but for now can we. Just both pretend to sleep, sometimes the one you want is not the one you need. What goes around don't come around, you should know me by now. Better than, better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, better than, better than. You should know me, better than. I should know you as well. Better than, better than, you should know me. Better than, better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, better than, better than. You should know me, better than, you should know me by now. Our talk is small, I'm seven inches tall. And you should keep the apartment, so here's my keys. Changed all the bills, we're only built to spill and wonder where the heart went. And you've been taking me for granted, and I thought you'd feel the same as me. It's time that I come clean, but, but for now can we. Just both pretend to sleep, sometimes the one you want. Is not the one you need, what goes around don't come around. You should know me by now. Better than, better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, better than , better than. You should know me. Better than, I should know you as well. Better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, better than, better than. Yo should know me. Better than, better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, you should know me by now. I know that I remember you, I think that you remember me too. How can one of us still feel blessed, when the other's lost. I know you've got to feel the change, it just gets worse when it stays the same. How can one of us, still feel blessed when other's so lost. By now. Sometimes the one you want, is not the one you need. What goes around don't come around. Don't you know me by now? Better than, better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, I should know you as well. Better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, better than. You should know me. Better than, you should know me by now.

Truth Or Dare

Now follow me down to it, just follow me down to it. Nobody will know how yo come, and you go for it. Not gonna get dangerous, you don't gotta worry about us. Somebody to give wat you get, and you get what you need now. And these lights get bright, so let me show you. So, so, so, nice to know you. It's as easy as, one two three. Do you see what I do, truth or dare, yes I double dare you. You, you, me, now I think you got it. One last breath, and just spin the bottle now. You know you don't need to be so worried, even though below I'm still thinking about it. One, two, three, and I double dare me as well. Truth, dare. Dirty little secret, dirty little secret. This will be our little. Dirty little secret, dirty little secret. This will be our little. Give in to the slow descent, give in to the trust to feel it. Give in to the pull and the push and the forth and back. Oh, we're not gonna slow you down, we're not gonna hold you to it. I guess it depends, in the end. After all we're all friends here, here. And these lights get bright, so let me show you. So, so, so nice to know you. It's as easy as one, two, three, do you see what I do? Truth or dare, yes I double dare you. You, you, me, now I think yo got it. One last breath, and just spin the bottle now. You know you don't need to be so worried, even though below I'm still thinking about it. One, two, three, and I double dare me as well. Truth, dare. Dirty little secret, dirty little secret. This will be our little, dirty little secret, dirty little secret. This will be our little. Dirty little secret, dirty little secret. And this will be our little. One, two, three, do you see what I do? Truth or dare, yes I double dare you. You, you, me, now I think you got it. One last breath, and just spin the bottle now. You know you don't need to be so worried, even though below I'm still thinking about it. One, two, three, and I double dare me as well. Truth, dare.

Desperate Measures

Gonna make a heartthrob out of me, just a bit of minor surgery. These desperate times call for desperate measures, I'll give you something to cry about. Show some skin and would be cache, how could you let this get to desperate measures now? For a first effort this, feels kind of last ditch. I guess this just, got kind of drastic. Trust us you just fell off the bus, baby. I can't let this, I can't let this go. I can't let this, I can't let this go. I can't let this, I can't let this, I can't let this go. When I got you right where I want you, I've been pushing for this for so long. Kiss me, just once for luck. These are desperate measures now. I can't let this, I can't let this go. Have a piece of American dream, open up and swallow on your knees. And say thank you, I'd like some desperate measures please. For a first effort, this feels kind of last ditch. I guess this just got kind of drastic. Trust us, you just fell off the bus suckers. Yeah well, payback is a mother***** I can't let this, I can't let this, I can't let this go. I can't let this, I can't let this, I can't let this go. When I got you right where I want you, I've been pushing for this for so long. Kiss me just once, for luck. These are desperate measures now, I can't let this, I can't let this go. Forever, for worse or better. My poor heart will only surrender, go forever for worst or better. My poor heart will only surrender now, desperate measures now. I can't let this, I can't let this, I can't let this go. When I got you right where I want you, I've been pushing for this, for so long. Kiss me just once for luck, these are desperate measures now. I can't let this, I can't let this go. When I got you right where I want you, I've pushing for this so long. Kiss me just once for luck, these are desperate measures now. I can't let this, I can't let this go.

Porcelain

You thought by now, you'd have it figured out. You can't erase, the way it pulls when seasons change. It hurts sometimes to find where you begin, but you are perfect porcelain. The slow and simple melody, of tears you cannot keep from me. It's alright if you don't know what you need. I'm right here when, you need someone to see. It's not speak or forever hold your peace, it's alright to take time and find where you've been. You are perfect porcelain, the slow and simple melody, of tears you cannot keep from me. It's alright if you don't know what you need. Oh, when your heart releases, you won't fall to pieces. You'll let those old diseases lie, oh and your heart releases. You won't fall to pieces, and your breath comes crashing in. Like perfect porcelain. The slow and simple melody, of tears you cannot keep from me. It's alright if you don't know what you need. 

Fallout

An empty room, I'm empty too. And everything reminds me of you, so many thing I shouldn't have missed. The more that I push, and the more you resist. It's easy to say, it's for the best. When you want more, while you leave me with less. I know you're fine, but what do I do? I know you're fine but what do I do? I'm awake, and trying. While you're sleeping like a babe, beside him. I'm on the ledge while you're so, God ***** polite and composed. And I know you see me, and you're making it look so easy. What comes and goes, I'd go without. I know you're fine but what about. Fallout, fallout, fallout. Fallout through the fallout. Fallout, fallout, fallout. Fallout, fallout. You're the fallout. Well now there's him, and now there's me. The secrets you give, and the secrets you keep. And nevertheless, it's never you let. The more that I give and the less that I get. Don't tell me to fight, to fight for you. After this long I shouldn't to, I know you're fine but what do I do? I know you're fine, but what do I do? I'm awake, and trying. While you're sleeping like a babe beside him, I'm on the ledge while you're so God **** polite and composed. And I know you see me, and you're making it look so easy. What comes and goes I'd go without, I know you're fine but what about. Fallout, fallout, fallout. Fallout through the fallout. Fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout. I know you're fine, but what about fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout. Through the fallout. Fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout. You're the fallout. I know you're fine, but what do I do? I know you're fine, but what do I do? I know you're fine, but what about. Fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout. Through the fallout. Fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout. I know you're fine, but what if I fallout. I'm awake, and trying while you're sleeping like a babe beside him. I'm on the ledge, while you're so God ***** polite and composed. Fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout. Through the fallout. Fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout. Through the fallout. Fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout, fallout. Fallout. 

Stutter

I know, I never make this easy. It's easier, to disappear. You said give me some, something, a thing that I can go on. Together, yeah anywhere but here. Sing it back, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh. Hey. Oh-oh, oh whoa ooh whoa oh. And I'm begging you, bring me back to life. I just can't stand leaving you alone tonight, it's too late to go. Already taken me forever just to try you know. One for the money, two for the show, three to get ready and four to go. For the life of me, I don't know why it took me so long to see. I just. Stutter, stutter, stutter. Di-di-di-di-di-did I, stutter, stutter, stutter. Di-di-di-di-di-di-did I. Stutter, stutter, stutter. Di-di-di-di-di-di-di-did I. Sunshine, blinds you if you stare but. Now I see, yeah. Crystal, crystal clear. So here I am, you can take or leave me. But I won't ever be anywhere but here, sing it back. Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh. Oh sing it back to me yeah. Oh whoa-ooh, whoa-ooh, whoa-ooh. And I'm begging you, bring me back to life. I just can't stand leaving you alone tonight, it's too late to go. Already taken me forever just to try you know. One for the money, two for the show, three to het ready, and four to go. For the life of me, I don't know why it took me so long to see. I just. Stutter, stutter, stutter. Di-di-di-di-di-di-did I. Stutter, stutter, stutter. Di-di-di-di-di-di-did I. Stutter, stutter, stutter. Di-di-di-di-di-di-di-did I. Stutter, stutter, stutter. Di-di-di-di-di-di-di-did I. Oh, na na na , stutter. Oh, na na na , did I. Yeah. Di-di-di-di-di-did I, di-di-di-di-di did I, di-di-di-di-di-di-di-di-di-di-di-di-did I. Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh. And you've been singing. Oh whoa-ooh, whoa-ooh. Whoa-ooh. Hey! (4, 3, 2, 1) Bring me back to life, I just can't stand leaving you alone tonight. It's too late to go. Already taken me forever just to try you know. One for the money, two for the show, three to get ready, and four to go. For the life of me, I don't know why it took me so long to see. I just. Stutter, stutter, stutter. Di-di-di-di-di-did I. Stutter, stutter, stutter. Di-di-di-di-di-di-di-did I. Stutter, stutter, stutter. Di-di-di-di-di-di-did I.

Toy Soldiers

Who'll be my Montague now, to the broken Capulet how, how, how if not for you. And you'll be my local hero, be my role model. And don't, don't don't fail me now. Don't you want love, don't you want love, I'm your biggest fan. It's so good to finally meet ya, I deserve a little more. Wouldn't you say-oh, a-oh, a-oh. My love, don't you want love, don't you want too. Don't you think I deserve better after all that we've been through. love, don't you love, love. Now what you say-oh, a-oh, a-oh. To-o-o-o-o-o-o-oy soldiers. I'll follow you like, to-o-o-o-o-o-oy soldiers. I'll follow you like to-o-o-o-o-o-o-oy soldiers. I'll follow you like, to-o-o-o-o-o-o-oy soldiers. I'll follow you like to-o-o-o-o-o-o-oy soldiers. Toy soldiers. I will love you like goodbye, I will love you like you died, died. Martyred for me, my love. Don't you want love, don't you want this. Don't you look so shocked, that's not the way I planned it. I deserve a little more, wouldn't you say-oh, a-oh, a-oh. Don't you want love, don't you fight back. Know this will hurt, less if you just submit so. How about a little gratitude for what I say-oh, a-oh, a-oh. To-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-oy soldiers, I'll follow you like to-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-oy soldiers. They don't know you, not like I do. Only you and I, were meant to be. Understand you, just like I do. Just like you and I were meant to be forever, one day you will learn to love me. One day you will thank me, you'll see. If I can't have you, no one can. Follow you like toys. To-o-o-o-o-o-o-oy soldiers, I'll follow you like to-o-o-o-o-o-o-oy soldiers. I'll follow. Understand you, just like I do. Just like you and I were meant to be, don't know you. Not like I do. Only you and I were meant to be, understand you. Just like I do, just like you and I were meant to be forever. 

B Team

You could want this, see if it its for a bit. And if you don't like it, then you can like you. Have been, and I'll never tell, never tell how I fell for it. I never fell before. 3, 2, 1, you get right up and I'm the one done. You never say yes, not quite no. Say just enough to make me not go, you choose your words. Careful voice, in the end I'm not the first choice. You say you want someone just like me, so then why am I your plan, why am I your plan, why am I your plan B? You know, you know, you love the way I linger. You keep me wrapped right round your finger. You say, you say, just wait a little longer. And, and in time I could be the right one. Please, I'm the B team. This could hurt some, but if we don't we'll never know. What it's worth to you, I saw you first do you remember? You played it well, victims sell. How I fell for it, I never fell before. 3, 2, 1, you get right up and I'm the one done. You never say yes, not quite no. Say just enough to make me not go, you choose your words. Careful voice, in the end I'm not the choice. You say you want someone just like me, so then why am I your plan. Why am I your plan, why am I your plan B? You know, you know, you love the way I linger. You keep me wrapped right round your finger. You say, you say, just wait a little longer. And, and in time I could be the right one. Please, I'm the B team. You like to make me beg, yes you like it. You like to make me beg yes you like it, you like to make me beg you do. You say just enough to make me not go. You know, you know, you love the way I linger. You keep me wrapped right round your finger. You say, you say, just wait a little longer. And, and in time I could be the right one. Please, I'm the B team.

So Soon

You say, sometimes, it's like I hardly know you. And maybe there's some things I never showed you, sometimes you're certain, but I just can't get it working at all. You say to yourself somebody better, will understand you more than I ever. I'll shake his hand and smile, and say I understand well I do. That don't mean I don't think about you. I know we, said it's just as well. That I won't keep, keep you for myself but. I don't wanna see you happier with somebody else. Oh, why can't you just be lonely, lo-lonely, lo-lonely. Why can't you just be lonely, lo-lonely, lo-lonely? Why can't you just be lonely, lo-lonely, lo-lonely. I know you need someone too, this just feels so soon. I know some things should just stay broken, I'm well aware. This should remain unspoken, but I've been working on the things that I was learning all wrong. Oh, I know sometimes I only twist ya. And maybe I'm too proud to say I missed ya, but what if here and now, I tell you that I'm all figured out. Or maybe I just like how that sounds, I know we. Said it's just as well, that I won't keep, keep you for myself. But I don't wanna see you happier with somebody else. Oh, why can't you just be lonely-lo-lonely, lo-lonely. Why can't you just be lonely, lo-lonely, lo-lonely? Why can't you just be lonely, lo-lonely, lo-lonely? I know you need someone too, this just feels so. And I know it seems beneath me, but sometimes it's not so easy. To wish you well, and let you go. And I say it's just as well, that I just can't keep you for myself. I don't wanna see you happier with somebody else. Oh, lonely, lo-lonely, lo-lonely? Why can't you just be lonely, lo-lonely, lo-lonely. This just feels so, this just feels so, feels so soon. Lonely, lo-lonely, lo-lonely. Why can't you be. Lonely, lo-lonely, lo-lonely. This just feels so, this just feels so, this just feels so soon.

No Place Like Home

There's no yellow bricks, to follow back. and run from that disaster. Familiar sins come crashing in, and sever forever and after. My old friend, it's time I leave you here. For once, for all in frozen alabaster. Believe me, there's no place like home. There's no place like home. A shallow grave where I can keep it safe, or hide away for just in case I need it. My old friend, it's time to say goodbye again. No need to tell me where you've been, I feel it. Shallow graves for shallow hearts, for pick me ups and fall aparts. For promises that never started right. Carolina, Carolina, tell me how I'm gonna get down from here. You only ever just disappear, but I can't let you go. Carolina, Carolina, tell you how am I getting the ending right. I know I started it wrong but I, I think that it's as easy as. 1, 2, 3, do you see what I do? Truth or dare, yes I double dare you. You, you, me, now I think you got it right. There's no place liken home, there's no place like home. There's no place like home, there's no place like home. There's no place like home. Oh, another day on the assembly line, everybody better march in time. Cause the factory don't care why, you've been saying coulda, shoulda, woulda. I face the music when it's dire, this is true love ever after. This is true love ever after, this is true love ever after, this is true love ever after. Once upon a time, this place was beautiful and mine. But now it's just a bottom line. There's no yellow bricks, and happily ever after we lived. The End

Fix Me (B-Side)

All the times I tried to steal my best for you, and I threw it up to keep it down. And watch it burn I hate the sound, I,  I know just how you feel. Cause I don't know how, it ever got away. Cause I still feel all the things I did before, when you used to need it more. Remember all the ways you fixed me, how will you fix me now? Yeah. And if you're ever feeling you're, bruised and battered always sore. And I won't tell no one just breathe, breathe. Who are you now? And I'd rip it out if that would make you feel it more, and I know yo hate to watch me pout. And tear it off and scream it out. I, I know that even though you're breaking. You'll get sick and terrified, I still feel all the things I did before. When you used to need it more, remember all the ways you fixed me, how will you fix me now? Yeah. And if you're ever feeling you're, bruised and battered always sore. And I won't tell no one, just breathe, breathe. You can have it all, you can have it all. You can take it all, you can take it. You can have it, I don't mind. I don't mind, I don't mind. I don't mind at all. Oh, oh, oh, oh. Just take it all, just take it all. Just take it all, just take it all. Take it all, just take it all. Yeah, you can take it all. Can take it all, can take it all. Can take it all, can take it all. And if you're feeling you're, bruised and battered always sore. And I won't tell no one, if you fix you, how do we fix you now? All the things I did before, when you used to need it more. Remember all the ways you fixed this, how do we fix this now? And if you're ever feeling you're, bruised and battered always sore. I won't tell no one, just breathe, breathe. Breathe, breathe.

Feeling Small

This one's of you, taking your pill. You sometimes forget, and that's okay I guess. This one's of me, on my sister's wedding day. Between these spaces, it all got wasted. You're barely breathing I know, what if it's starting to show? And I know, it won't ever change. But it hurts the same. This one's of me, throwing up for you. And I'm paler still, but that's the way you wanted it. This one's of you certain of cancer. Between these spaces, it all got wasted. On feeling small. You're barely breathing I know, and what if it's starting to show? And I know it won't ever change, but it hurts the same yeah. The fever broke somewhere behind July, remember how I weighed 135? And we collide. Between these spaces, it all got wasted. On feeling small. You're barely breathing I know, and now it's starting to show. And I know it won't ever change, but it hurts the same. This one's of me, losing more weight. Feeling afraid.