I'm Not Okay

 I'm Not Okay

I feel this overwhelming pain

The sky is full of rain

Am I okay? am I okay?

I see all these faces, filling the spaces

but am I okay? am I okay?

You say that it gets better

but I don't believe you

I'm caught up in my sweater wanting to leave you

The darkness fills my head with dread

maybe I'm better off dead

Am I okay? am I okay?

How can I ever get better

even with you there

The struggle gets harder everyday

but still I need you here

The truth is

I'm not okay, I'm not okay

My life is has gone out the door

I can't take this anymore

I'm not okay


This is a poem from Charlie's perspective. 

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